R.I.P

i reli nid to give up my life...............
i feel tired d...ireli duno wat i wan,,
ok..i give u den disturbing ur life...
Bye...

my feeling

today relli my las day at recreation...feel abit sad..@@
nw at golf club..ltr 2pm will go home take the shower n den ....teng teng....bek KL lo...
juz oni bek for 2days..hahahhaa...miss hubby a bit nia lo..ahahhahaha
after 2weeks i nid to leave rasa syg liao...BYE BYE..hehe..tis my 1st time felt tat the training time pass so fas..reli reli fass..
i will miss penang..will miss the GUrNEY DRIVE..hahahaahahha
okla,till here i write,,hopefully ha great holiday^^

no emotion....no sadness...

today weather so so nice...windy..hehe....
when  the way i walk to golf club .around the ground all is the dead leaf....OMG..when i take a look of the old tree..wa,all the leaf almost turnbrrown...mayb  tat the fate of leaf.hahaha
today oso my las day in golf club,las day opening it,feel abit sad...........
duno  yet my next dep...aiyaya..
BIRTHDAY....
ya,my birthday almoz cum..20th old birthday...@_@...
im old le.......
hopefully have great party...cz 1st 20th...hahahha.....i muz let it be GREAT...

the mood gone

jz coming bek ,,,,,,;:.reli hav fun ..hahahhaa...bt the most angry nw is u reli fuck....macibai.....make me damn angry..jz feel u better totally lost in my life...cibai...all my email password all make it lost,nw my taylors login password lost gain!!!then my comp setting all disaappear...y u r nt5 de 1 dissapear..reli sumtimes feel wan break wit u....u make me reli angry..make me x mood...make me so hate u...nw my mind nt childish anymore...im mature...i thk the childish 1 is u..plz la..i  big ored..i hav my own FREEDOM.....i wan msn or wat is my prob..i hav my study ..i nid to hav so..im nt like u....OK!!!u understand or nt is ur prob d..i lazy explain to u d..bt i REMIND u 1 more time..if i keep feel uncomfortable wit u..the last decision i make is BREAK wit u..same ending wit tat james!!!u noe me who am i since u noe me!!!!i nv chge..u over control me..then u r game OVER...better dun make me do last decision

my life

today me n my training fren going to hav mv at  gurney..hehehhe..
haiz..GURNEY again??haha..a bit sienz liao..jz like wat i feel in KL...everyday sunway pyramid....bt i miz my 2nd home(sun pyrmd)so muc....still few more day i cn bek...
sad thgs i dunwan to remember anymore...itz wat MR alex (FnB manager)telling me....wat ppl says 4 u,nt nid to remember..coz mayb she/he ored 4get it d..bt we still put in heart n make angry myself...i dunwan  look old old...hhahaha...
as wat u say..u say wan me be independent..nw i cn do it..bt u angry me..so wat should i do anymore...u say wan me dun b childish anymore..ok...if i chge izzit im de 1 u love anymore?if 1 dy im big le,mayb wat i thk wat i do..or wat i c will totally diff frm nw who i am.....
i nt blame u..nt blame any1...i juz wanna enjoy my time since im here n wif my frends here...it is diificult tofind a friends tat cn same topic wit us de..so...i apprieciate wat gods give me...is oni a time dear....

moment..alone...

today alone at golf club....

4days to go....time to say goodbye to recreation department....erm...had alots of fun in tis dep actually..

haiz...aftertat 2 weeks more time 4 me to leave rasa syg le......hehehehhe

duno wat to do after training...1mth at home ....aiyoyo......

i miss clubbin....miss K...miss all  the food as well(but nw on diet)

today im so happy..cz my collegue miss huiwen bek to work liao..ntnid worry eat alone le...

okla...stop here....ltr kena saw by my manager n ass mgr ..hehehhe..bye...

(24thaugust )

why wateva i say

y u still say im still childish!!i suffer u noe...u noe my life here oredi bored n i juz wan release my stress talk sum fun wit u..bt wat u say back to me................................b4 u noe me i ored like tat..im so sad...mayb truth a relationship  after 4 mths will have prob..nw we keep quarell .a bitt mistakes or wat i say u keeep say no good...the 1 who change a lot is u...........nt me.........i noe sumtimes im bad bt i juz wan u to remember me..nt others...............i hope u noe........